Swingo

I am so depressed. Life is hopeless I'll never be able to fix my life.

It's only going to get worse and worse and worse.

Why couldn't I have been born rich, or at least able to function in society. Just something.

People are so lucky they can go get jobs without breaking down in fear. People are so lucky to be normal.

I just wish I could force myself to end it. I have the means, but I'm so scared to do it.

Why can't things just get better? Why can't I have the life I want?

If the world doesn't want to help me exist, then why don't they help get rid of me? What perverted world is this?